2 months ago, i heard the bad news that my best friend will not study together with me... yeah! i support her of course lah~ wkwkwk her reason is really reasonable but it is my first time pour my tears for my friend... yeah! i don't know why.. she has been too nice to me. Also, we always together but i am still NORMAL which i mean we are best friend but no more than hahahaha.. maybe because we live here alone without our family so the only thing i have to trust is my friends... and she is the most person i trust the most... i never think we will not graduate together.. She is the first person i met in the uni who is most appropriate with my trait.
First of my arrival in Malaysia, i knew that in the end no one will help me, i have to be myself... nobody will care about me like what i had in my hometown.. i still have people care about me beside my family.. BUT when i met her, i never think that i can rely on her.. why? because my mom told me already that i can't believe my friend.. nobody is nice... i live alone, i have to be independent and don't influenced easily with something that i know it is not good. With her, i started to believe her and she is really kind to me hehehehe, life in uni and high school is different. Here, i live alone, i have to be tough. There, i still have parent and also my friends also same.
The other thing is i think life flies so fast... yesterday, i hanged out with my friends, took photo together, ate and gossiping together, made like a big group walked in the mall until 8pm... sounds absurd hahahaa, and the next day, i had already at the LCCT airport, met new friends.. everything changed! no one i knew here... especially, i came with other group which is big for me.. crap! =.= and jakartanian only 2.. sounds absurd also! wahahahaha! but as time goes by, i knew another. So, no problem for me sih hahahaa XD
Life is like a stair, we have to do step by step until we get what we want. Sometimes, the stair is not straight. Many hitch. But it was made to make us become a better person
okey... next, i just heard that i will have a new roommate.. Actually, it is a bit shocking me because i don't have any problem with my previous roommate. yeah! she left already and i got new friend in this new term.. no problem for me... i think i can be friend with her.. i hope so. Besides that, few of my friend already moved to Condominium where i live in so i think, maybe i can be friends with them too hehehe XD
Then, the next day which is yesterday... i heard another bad news came from 1 of my friend... she wouldn't study at Taylor's anymore.. i don't know why.. but i cheer her up.. it is also shocking me because i just feel like 1 by 1 my friend leave me slowly... really... sometimes.. life is unpredictable.. no one can control their life... they only able to thanks Him because of the life that He has already given to them. I know, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. i want to believe that.
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