WHAT I FEEL NOW

LIFE IS ALL ABOUT TO STRUGLLE... IN OUR LIFE... WE WILL FEEL MANY TASTE... SWEET SALT EVEN SOUR MOMENT... ACTUALLY, IT IS GOOD AS LONG AS YOU NEVER GIVE UP OF YOURSELF...  I SHOULD THANKS TO GOD THAT HE DOESN'T ONLY GIVE ME MANY SWEET MOMENT BUT ALSO THE OTHER TASTE WHICH MAKE MY LIFE MORE COLOURFUL... I HAVE TO BE A STRONG PERSON.. SO AM I

2 months ago, i heard the bad news that my best friend will not study together with me... yeah! i support her of course lah~ wkwkwk her reason is really reasonable but it is my first time pour my tears for my friend... yeah! i don't know why.. she has been too nice to me. Also, we always together but i am still NORMAL which i mean we are best friend but no more than hahahaha.. maybe because we live here alone without our family so the only thing i have to trust is my friends... and she is the most person i trust the most... i never think we will not graduate together.. She is the first person i met in the uni who is most appropriate with my trait.

First of my arrival in Malaysia, i knew that in the end no one will help me, i have to be myself... nobody will care about me like what i had in my hometown.. i still have people care about me beside my family.. BUT when i met her, i never think that i can rely on her.. why? because my mom told me already that i can't believe my friend.. nobody is nice... i live alone, i have to be independent and don't influenced easily with something that i know it is not good. With her, i started to believe her and she is really kind to me hehehehe, life in uni and high school is different. Here, i live alone, i have to be tough. There, i still have parent and also my friends also same. 

The other thing is i think life flies so fast... yesterday, i hanged out with my friends, took photo together, ate and gossiping together, made like a big group walked in the mall until 8pm... sounds absurd hahahaa, and the next day, i had already at the LCCT airport, met new friends.. everything changed! no one i knew here... especially, i came with other group which is big for me.. crap! =.= and jakartanian only 2.. sounds absurd also! wahahahaha! but as time goes by, i knew another. So, no problem for me sih hahahaa XD

Life is like a stair, we have to do step by step until we get what we want. Sometimes, the stair is not straight. Many hitch. But it was made to make us become a better person

okey... next, i just heard that i will have a new roommate.. Actually, it is a bit shocking me because i don't have any problem with my previous roommate. yeah! she left already and i got new friend in this new term.. no problem for me... i think i can be friend with her.. i hope so. Besides that, few of my friend already moved to Condominium where i live in so i think, maybe i can be friends with them too hehehe XD

Then, the next day which is yesterday... i heard another bad news came from 1 of my friend... she wouldn't study at Taylor's anymore.. i don't know why.. but i cheer her up.. it is also shocking me because i just feel like 1 by 1 my friend leave me slowly... really... sometimes.. life is unpredictable.. no one can control their life... they only able to thanks Him because of the life that He has already given to them. I know, EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. i want to believe that. 

NEW LIFE.NEW JOURNEY.NEW FRIENDS?

Today, i have to face the truth that life is never flat. yeap! if it always flat, my life will plain.. no taste! wkwkwk. Start from my mom sick suddenly (so sad, maybe she is too not want me to go back there.. hahaha *insolent daughter*) and my dad who starts to look his only one daughter to go soon (yeah! he weeped at me T.T and always wave his hand like crazy -.-", it seems like my time is almost near.. errr). My brother who always plays with me and so relax with his exam like he doesn't care.. =.=" Makes me and my mother stressed out of him wkwkwk. Although his trait like that, i still believe in his score because i know him..LOL!

Well, it is March already. Means i have to start my uni life in less than 1 week... NEW LIFE. NEW EXPERIENCE. SAME FRIENDS hahaha. Also, i lost 1 of my best friend in this new term... yaah~ life must go on. Maybe this is my way but I have my own life... i have to face my future to not disappoint people who put  much expectation for me. Although me and her probably will not meet each other again, or maybe we will have seldom chat, but i do believe in friendship.. hahaha!!

Hence, I want to face my uni life soon.. wanna know how i will be in this new semester without her.. but i am still a normal girl -.- don't think i do deviation =,=. Maybe become a quiet person? or noisy person? i am so curious of this.. i wanna to know soon how is my behaviour! >.<

In here.. i find many differentiation with my high school life.. Most people maybe don't know each other.. Of course! because uni is big, it is ok if u don't know others and they behave a bit cool -.- For me, "unfriend you" hahahaha kiddin' and boys here, i think a bit... aaah! know lah.. wkwkwk, i don't want write too much XD

"WHEN YOU ARE UP, YOUR FRIENDS KNOW WHO YOU ARE

WHEN YOU ARE DOWN, YOU KNOW WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE"

OCTOBALL

OK! hello guyz!!! i changed my blog name to octoball!! ehehehe i changed it because i was imagined an octopus which struggle so hard to live but they have to be caught to be made into food such as takoyaki or another food which need octopus! hahahaha, they are caught, they are burned, and in the end, they are eaten. Although they die, they has already had many usage for human.